Did day number 6 of my non-stop gymming week today. Felt shattered once again when I came home - probably because I'm not eating enough as it is - let alone enough to support my workouts! But I don't care, because I actually felt my stomach looked a little flatter thismorning!

Going home this week though. Probably on thursday morning, that way I can get to the gym for free with my parents as they're going that day too (and I don't have a membership in my hometown atm but they can sneak me into the work one!) So plan being to work out tomorrow, clean my room and pack my stuff, leave thursday to go home, workout with the parents, and then rest friday before hopefully going to the 'borrowed' gym again on saturday. So that'll have been 8 days solid of working out in a row.

Just hope that I can control the eating once I get home aswell!! I will be going on holiday in a week and a half and I don't wanna totally fuck up the week that I'm at home before we fly out! Just gonna stick to the fruit for breakfast, nothing or salad for lunch, veggies for tea and some cereal if I really crave it. It's more than I've been eating this week but I need to be realistic that the temptations are gonna be there!

Intake = (AM) Peas and sweetcorn with own tomato sauce and a little grated cheddar / Green tea  (MID) Black coffee  (PM) small apple, small satsuma, bit of dry cereal, Green tea.

Outtake = 30 mins home toning exercises / 1 hour elliptical / 1 hour static bike / 10 mins power walk on treadmill

Still, I feel like I'm settling into my old habits a bit more now and I'm so happy about that at least. Just gotta weigh once I get home on thursday and hope I havn't gained....although I'm not expecting to have lost too much as my muscle has probably gone up a bit in this last couple of weeks!

Yup, keeping up with the gymming!

Thanks to saviour's iPod loanage, I managed to calm my self the fuck down enough to be in the mood to gym - it's good anger management for me also I feel!

Did 30 mins rowing, 1 hour cycling and 1 hour on the elliptical. (Plus more than 30mins of my home-toning shite)

Didn't get a headache till after I left today so I obviously drank enough first this time...however, that did mean I had to leave earlier than I wanted because I needed to pee so bad.....I mean GEEZ! Give me a happy medium here goddamit! Wanted to stay another 30mins to do the step machine before the gym closed but evidently my bladder prevented this.

Still, I'm not gonna feel guilty as that's the best workout I've done so far this week!

As for food; I literally had bits of fruit through the day then had some veggies at lunchtime. So with that AND the workout; I flatly refuse to feel guilty about the thin slice of my housemates homemade lemon drizzle spongecake that I ate =) having had something sweet should stop me craving something later now.

Good times.

Think I could also be in a good mood as mother-nature-and-her-monthly-gift have FINALLY kindly fucked off? Probably.

....with a fuckload of random quiz questions that I've found on other people's blogs as I wanna stay up and watch the hockey final but it doesn't start till 1am my time. Ok, so......

What is a song that reminds you of your ex?                                                                                             Monster - by The Automatic

Do you own a pair of aviator sunglasses?
Yes - quite newly. And I love them coz glasses don't normally suit me!

Have you ever got all the way to the mall and forgot all your money?
Not that I can think of...

Can you name the last time you felt happy?
Yup. And it's not even that long ago which makes it more depressing.

What was the last fast food place you ate at?
Zizzis (an italian chain restaurant)

Have you ever got yelled at for mass messaging?
No. Why would I be yelled at if I did it though?!....

Do you listen to Anti Flag?
Apparently not,  no.

When you where younger did you ever own a JUMBO pencil?
Haha! Hells yeah!!

Have you ever put sugar on your popcorn?
Not really a popcorn fan, so no.

What is your favorite chick flick?
I'm not really a chick flick movie kinda gal, but I do like to watch Love Actuall near christmas time to get me in the miood.

Did you put The Notebook for your last answer?
I was told by a good friend that I'd hate it. So no. Def not.

Do you have a friend who you think is a sex addict?
Lol no.

Will you ever be happy with your weight? Or are you already?
I have been before and I will be again when I match it!

When was the last time you played with sidewalk chalk?
When I was like 7 maybe

Do you remember the last time you payed with hot wheels?
Geez, no way.

Is your boyfriend/best friend/ or you obsessed with World of Warcraft?
No. Thank god. They probably wouldn't be my boyfriend/best friend if they were!

If you go to McDonalds you will more than likely order...?
I don't eat fast food.

How many pairs of sneakers do you own?
One. lol. lame.

What are your thoughts on Kelly Clarkson?
I don't really have an opinion either way.

Age: 20
Height: 5'5"
Weight: Don't know until i get to the scale again!! =S
BMI: ^^^^^as above^^^^^

Dress Size: 8 UK
Highest Weight: 134 I think it was
Lowest Weight: 115
Goal Weight: 117 then 112 would be ultimate.

Favourite Diet Food: berries, grapes, pineapple, apples, celery, tomatos, fruit and veg in general!
Favorite Binge Food: chocolate spread & sugary cereals =(

Favorite Exercise: gym (cardio machines) and ab work
Thinspo: anything thats gonna help me. including old pics of myself.

Where Do You Slip Up? Boredom

When Did It Start? like 7th grade i think
Does Anyone Know? people have their suspicions and don't take long to spot my obsessions with exercise and health foods.

Do You Want Help? No.

How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? around 500 - 700.
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? Fat....But with potential and a previous history of skinny. 
Are You In A Relationship? No, and thats probably best for me!

Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? I'm actually in the middle!
Are You Depressed? That's a strong word, and needs diagnosing, so no. But I've been extremely unhappy and upset a lot. 
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? No.
Ever Been To A Psychologist? No.